Rainy days, but not quite yet..

The change of weather is unbelievable. During daytime, the heat is unbearable. The sky is clear and blue. But at night, it rains like cats and dogs. (fyi: I got the drenched the other night) You know the summer season is supposedly over. The rain has come. But not quite yet. It's like the weather doesn't know what it wants. It's in the middle of something. It sometimes looks like it but then it's not. Am i making sense? at all? well i just feel like the weather. I know what i'm supposed to do, where i'm supposed to be. I know i am almost there in that place called happiness, but not quite yet. I haven't faced my darkest fears. I try to avoid it. I try to refuse it. But it just keeps on coming back..and when it does i can't help myself.