wala lang

I need a therapist

yun lang..just want to say i need therapy..so bad..
i think im going shopping. ciao!

Happy birthday

This is a greeting card that is never going to be sent to him...

Dear ____,

Happy birthday! i hope you are happy from where you are. i pray that from now on you will live a life full of love and contentment. May God keep you safe from harm. I would never want to see you hurt. I love you always. Remember me in my silence, because i am willing to let you go and remain far away so that you could find what you seek to be happy. I have no regrets in knowing you. You brought so much life and hope to my once hopeless heart. I want to thank you despite what happened because I learned that I still have the capability to love someone in spite the pain...I can still be a loving and trusting person in God. I will be forever grateful to God for the moments that we spent with each other. All those years. We have been given so many times together. I guess it is fate's way of telling me that you could never be mine. My world is spinning in disagreement but I have to follow what is right. You chose her. I respect that. I promise not to resolve into bitterness and anger. Instead I wish you everything that I could not give you. Goodbye.

Always,
Anna

im happy it's over...

im happy it's over...

there's no 'what ifs'..no buts ..no regrets
there's a lighter feeling of finally finding answers to my questions
and knowing that it's time to move on.
Closure's done. it's over.
He chose her. and i could live with that.
He said that he will learn to love her.
And i'm fine with that.
The good thing is that it's clear. He didn't want me.
And now i know that now.
im just happy...
he finally had the guts to confess.

Fall to Pieces

It must have been love. It could have been fate. Whatever it was..it could be too late. Too late for me to see.

Don't you wonder why sometimes a drop of tear just falls down your cheek when you least expect it? And in the middle of your finals? and in the middle of a comedic movie? hehe..i could be turning nuts..

It's just that there are times when you're caught off guard. when you're weak and you think you can't handle it..

Still feel broken...will it ever be whole again? wait..it was never whole in the first place anyway.

:(

Cuter!!!

What trust?!

TRUST is a very important factor for all relationships. When trust is
broken, it is the end of the relationship. Lack of trust leads to
suspicion, suspicion generates anger, anger causes enmity and enmity may
result in separation.

Sorry for the stupid things

Have u listened to babyface's new song? i wished he'd say that...but no..he's as manhid as he had always been. I dont know if i want to be his friend..but then again I have to learn to forgive...whatever..

Been sooo busy with school stuff...school,site,drafting table,computer,bed,school,site,drafting table, computer, bed,,,routine.

Why do i feel that i am not making sense?

Prayer is an effective way of solving stress :)

I have learned that having a daily quiet time with God really works wonders. I cannot explain the feeling or the big improvement in my time management but I can testify that it works. My typical excuse: "I'm too busy!" I have deadlines to finish or exams. During those times...I thought of me, me and me. I forgot to look at other people's needs. I forgot about God. But God has a way of luring me back..and the stress and anxiety, panic and chaos just faded away. The moment I stopped everything that i was doing. The moment that I opened the Bible and read the scripture. whew! It brought peace in my mind and cleared all my worries. i know this is not appealing to most people. But I write this..not to say that reading the Bible is the only way to gain peace but to just remind you that God is always here. He is waiting for you. He listens to you. And He is someone who won't forget about you even if you do. What I'm trying to say is that...I hope you do not forget about the one who loves you unconditionally. Try spending a few minutes talking to God. And I can assure you that the results will be beyond your expectations. :)

" Rejoice in the Lord always, and again I say rejoice. Do not worry about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. Then the peace of Christ, which surpasses all understanding will keep your hearts and minds in Christ Jesus." Philippians 4: 4-7