It's been awhile...

Too many things have been happening and i dont really have the time to tell you what's going on in my life. But then again, when i do have the time...like what i have now..I just want to go on typing...even if it doesnt make any sense to the ones who could be reading this..kung meron nga ba..haha. It's been three months since...ykw i think im so much better now than i was before. i dont torture myself into wishful thinking anymore. i've let go of hoping for things to be back the way they were..i only think of it..like twice a day..well maybe more today..cause it got me into a reminiscent mood. i have a new crush now..super cute..paolo name niya...i hope he wont find out about this blog...(cross fingers) ah shit...just realized that i have a thing for guys who look smart..and are smart....wahaha...argh..