Tale as old as time...

It's just a line from the song i'm listening to right now...one of my fave movies ever! hehe...

I thought i saw him today...

I was attending mass in my parish and halfway pooh! (no it's not coco crunch) there 'it' was five rows in front of me was this guy... almost everything was right about him except that he was wearing a green shirt. haha. i knew he'd never wear a green shirt. my heart could have stopped beating for a second...i panicked..not because of the possibility of running across him..but i felt this sudden joy and pain (at the same time? yes) weird? tell me about it. it's just pathetic trying to catch a glimpse of his face, knowing so well it wasnt what i was looking for. it's complicated. i was so distracted towards the end of the mass that i wish my view would just be blocked...anyway during communion..i saw his face.

It wasnt him. (why did i even bother?)

Whatever..that's all i want to say.

I wish that time will heal these wounds faster...

I wish that time will heal these wounds faster...
Even though time flies so fast because I am busy, it doesn' t take away the pain..
And everyday..I don't know why I dwell so much on "why"? instead of just being happy that he was mine for awhile. And that those memories will never be gone. I focus on the pain, the deceit..the hurt. why, oh why? i guess only time can heal me..i just have to wait.

Cool by Gwen Stefani

Cool by Gwen Stefani

It's hard to remember how it felt before
Now I found the love of my life
Passes things, get more comfortable
Everything is going right
And after all the obstacles
It's good to see you now with someone else
And it's such a miracle that you and me are still good friends
After all that we've been through
I know we're cool
I know we're cool
We used to think it was impossible
Now you call me by my new last name
Memories seem like so long ago
Time always kills the pain
Remember Harbor Boulevard
The dreaming days where the mess was made
Look how all the kids have grown, oh
We have changed but we're still the same
After all that we've been through
I know we're cool
I know we're cool
Yeah, I know we're cool
And I'll be happy for you
If you can be happy for me
Circles and triangles
And now we're hanging out with your new girlfriend
So far from where we've been
I know we're cool
I know we're cool
C-cool, I know we're cool
I know we're cool

Office pic

I'm really working here..haha! does it look real?