Happy birthday

This is a greeting card that is never going to be sent to him...

Dear ____,

Happy birthday! i hope you are happy from where you are. i pray that from now on you will live a life full of love and contentment. May God keep you safe from harm. I would never want to see you hurt. I love you always. Remember me in my silence, because i am willing to let you go and remain far away so that you could find what you seek to be happy. I have no regrets in knowing you. You brought so much life and hope to my once hopeless heart. I want to thank you despite what happened because I learned that I still have the capability to love someone in spite the pain...I can still be a loving and trusting person in God. I will be forever grateful to God for the moments that we spent with each other. All those years. We have been given so many times together. I guess it is fate's way of telling me that you could never be mine. My world is spinning in disagreement but I have to follow what is right. You chose her. I respect that. I promise not to resolve into bitterness and anger. Instead I wish you everything that I could not give you. Goodbye.

Always,
Anna